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it looks like this is the only web site that you’re constantly on and im never on :(

thats not good :(

so if you read this please let me know because i miss you and i want to talk!

for about a month or two months

im sorry :)

i just dont know what to  say since everyone and everything im surrounded by is russian :(

but ill try:)

so.

russia.

it sucks.

itll take forever to explain why but trust me ive thought a lot about it and with all responsability i can tell you that it sucks

but hey its good because i am coming back to all of you in two-three years.

but dor now i need to survive those years here :( and its hurd. surviving here is hard in general. again, im not going to talk about it

andiii:

I will shoot myself.

3D was enough !

nahh/ 3d was amazing hehe

yeayeayea, i’ll forget, i’ll move on and ill be happy. what, it’s ok, we’re friends and you’re an awesome friend. nonono, im not in love with you. hey, i’m ok, let’s talk when we can, i miss you too.

why am i making such a tragedy out of this. yes you are in a relationship, yes you like me, so what? millions of people have done this before, millions of people will do it after us. besides we are both smart enough to not take this far. we are lying to each other cause our morals dont let us confess. we cant be together, we are friends and it’s all good. you dont have to care, you dont have to reply to my messages i dont have to talk to you every time you are online, we don’t have to do anything. one little problem: you have the love of your life, you have friends and everything that you’re used to. and i am simply dying  and going crazy here. alnone. but please stop caring, it makes me mad.