October 2009
3 posts
Jean!
it looks like this is the only web site that you’re constantly on and im never on :(
thats not good :(
so if you read this please let me know because i miss you and i want to talk!
I havent posted anything
for about a month or two months
im sorry :)
i just dont know what to say since everyone and everything im surrounded by is russian :(
but ill try:)
so.
russia.
it sucks.
itll take forever to explain why but trust me ive thought a lot about it and with all responsability i can tell you that it sucks
but hey its good because i am coming back to all of you in two-three years.
but dor now i...
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!
August 2009
1 post
I'm reallllllllllllly hoping I don't get 2D class...
andiii:
I will shoot myself.
3D was enough !
nahh/ 3d was amazing hehe
July 2009
81 posts
ohhh god or an absense of such, save me from the...
it's amazing how i look like such a girly girl and...
thunderstorm + bring me the horizon's old songs...
ulya-the way she wants to be.
yeayeayea, i’ll forget, i’ll move on and ill be happy. what, it’s ok, we’re friends and you’re an awesome friend. nonono, im not in love with you. hey, i’m ok, let’s talk when we can, i miss you too.
ulya-new. cold and honest
why am i making such a tragedy out of this. yes you are in a relationship, yes you like me, so what? millions of people have done this before, millions of people will do it after us. besides we are both smart enough to not take this far. we are lying to each other cause our morals dont let us confess. we cant be together, we are friends and it’s all good. you dont have to care, you dont have...
ulya-normal. caring and weak
i. am. sick. of this. you’ve made a mess. i am sorry for pointing that out but i just dont want to believe that you are not the person you tell me you are. i love you and i wish for you to be happy but it is messed up. sometimes i hate you but i still love you for being so kind to me. so plese do something that will make it seem normal again. i dont want to be disapointed in you, you are not...
If there is god, protect my friends and keep them...
(via pardoner)
hey. the future looks safe and clear for another 11 hours. and it always will. i’ll make sure to tell you everything that is happening in this freaking future. so far its simply raining.
Trying to explain ULYA my current tragedy. lol
SYCHO345: Ulya!!
ulyaa92: yaaaaaaaaaaay) hey
SYCHO345: I am so sad! ;-;
ulyaa92: ??????
SYCHO345: So, like
SYCHO345: I watched this movie
SYCHO345: I'll tell you what happens so that you know why I am sad
SYCHO345: it had a horrible ending
SYCHO345: and it made me really depressed
SYCHO345: my heart hurts ;-;
SYCHO345: and I am crying ;-;
SYCHO345: Ok so anyways let me explain
SYCHO345: basically the story was about
SYCHO345: this gay couple who meet at a bar, they get engaged blah blah
SYCHO345: they are happy the way things on the gay channel should be
SYCHO345: and well out of nowhere it takes a turn for the worsttt
SYCHO345: one of the guys brother
SYCHO345: who is a transexual
SYCHO345: basically moves in and ruins their relationship
SYCHO345: and the guy who cared about him so much
SYCHO345: tried soo hard
SYCHO345: to fix things
SYCHO345: and the guy was a jerk the whole time
SYCHO345: and then they start having fights about the apartment they bought together
SYCHO345: and to make it even worst
SYCHO345: one of the guys was an immigrant who had just got married so he could stay with him
SYCHO345: and you know what the douche boyfriend does?
SYCHO345: He later calls immigration and backs up
SYCHO345: but his stupid drag queen brother sends in proof that he really was not married and living with him
SYCHO345: and at the end of the movie the other guy has a change of heart
SYCHO345: and as immigration comes and gets him
SYCHO345: he does the desperate run towards the road to get him
SYCHO345: and a car kills him ;-;
SYCHO345: I cried so much
SYCHO345: It was terrible
ulyaa92: it..sounds terrible. must be even worse watching all that
SYCHO345: omg I couldn't
SYCHO345: I was like I am like a fanatic of realistic movies
SYCHO345: but it was basically
SYCHO345: every nightmare
SYCHO345: I could possibly have
SYCHO345: and they just SPLAT
SYCHO345: put it there on a platter
SYCHO345: I was already stressed out half way through the movie
SYCHO345: I had to take a break
ulyaa92: awwwww calm down, ok?
ulyaa92: iknow its horrible...ehhh, you, dramatic kid...lol
SYCHO345: hahaha XD lol
SYCHO345: I knowww
SYCHO345: but it almost feels like my own heart was broken
SYCHO345: ;-;
SYCHO345: I felt so bad for the guy
SYCHO345: he was french
ohh wow that makes me look really...cold-hearted. you typed and typed and typed and all i said was the stupid "awwwww calm down, ok? iknow its horrible...ehhh, you, dramatic kid...lol"
wow wow woooooow go me for not caring about anything lol : /
p1: ULYA!!!!
p2: hey
p1: skype?
p2: whatever
p1: what's wrong?
p2: nothing
p1: are you ok?
p2: the last time i told you i was not ok i felt guilty for a good month, sooooooo.........
(this conversation never really happened)
blaaaaaaaaaaaaah.........уже который день пытаюсь...
haha. life is so ironic. here i am, feeling lonely...
THERE ONCE WAS A TOWN FULL OF ARTIST
pardoner:
WHO DREAMED TO BE FAMOUS AND TALENTED.
ONE DAY A MAGICAL TREE OF VEGETARIANISM AND ALL THINGS WONDERFUL FLORISHED.
THE TREE GRANTED ALL THE LITTLE ARTIST THEIR WISHES.
THEY VICIOUSLY TORE APART THE REST OF THE WORLD!!!!
OF HAPPY UNTALENTED PEOPLE.
BUT THIS DID NOT MAKE THEM HAPPY. : (
BC NOW THEY WEREN’T SURE HOW THEY WERE GOING TO PAY THEIR BILLS.
SO ONE LITTLE ARTIST...
аааааааа глаза уже пухнут от компютера если...
finished downloading a bullet for my valentine...
stupidd Orbit finish that downloaddd im sick of it...
that's my amazing thought process.
i hate this ashley song because i hate this ashley girl i have never even seen ashley but she is adam’s girl and i dont even like adam but i still hate ashley she spoiled such a cool song and whatever they must be a cute couple and i dont like adam and adam is DUMB and the song is dumb and everything is not dumb because josh said that he is not dumb and thus everything is not dumb oh how i...
hey tumblr. sorry, we havent seen each other for...
а чёрт с ним. иди спать а утром всё снова будет...
sore throat. awesome. just awesome.
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW how much it hurts! you'll...
get your hands off of hopes die last, you ...
ok, mom's coming home soon. :( cleeeeeeean up...
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii need some food. i dont know what...
i've been looking through random band pages on...
oh, i remembered!
i’m eating mushroom flavored Lay’s!
its hot outside. yes, its hot in Siberia. and it...
о, вспомнила. я другая. хехе. и всё прекрасно....
ugghhh
i hate it when you are going somewhere and you are thinking about something and your like i’ll post it on my tumblr when i get home. and you get home and you are on tumblr and you freaking forget everything you wanted to say!!!!!!!!
so yes, i had something to say when i was walking home from the library but i forgot it.
dreaming about that night club thing. yess its ...
weird weird weird
this morning i woke up sad and lonely, now i’m happy and full of hopes and dreams. i love talking to people. and i love when people have some wery useful information for me :) (thanks, Roma, i really hope that that link is the road to my happiness :)
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reblog with how you came up with your username.
pardoner:
carcapao:
thisisacelliststumblr:
fuckuniform:
whaddupdoc:
doe-eyes:
youmaybeoffended:
scatterhearted:
eyesofjealousy:
takemewherethesun:
i got mine from the song “Make It or Not” by We The Kings. (:
I was writing and felt poetic. I’m not kidding. Haha.
I got mine from the song “Scatterheart” by Bjork.
Landlock Blues by Bright Eyes
drop it doe eyes by los...
yes-no yes-no yes-no..........
this is ironic.
you are online. in the moning. waiting to call me. i see a mesage from you, i see you online, i run away. i don’t want you to know that i know that you are there. i can’t talk to you. i can’t! it’s wrong. and yet i die when i don’t hear from you. and i want you to want to talk to me. but i can’t do it. it’s complicated and crystal clear at the same time....
i’m downloading a day to remember album. for the third freaking time.
go stupid russian itunes :/
im heartless
i had to say waaaaaaaaaay too many goodbyes in the past month. so many that i stoped caring about it. and she has been my best friend for ten years.
i love walking the city streets early in the morning.
like today.
there is nobody there at 4 am. everything is so quiet, clean and seems so fragile….like it can break at any moment.. and you feel so special…you are alone and you are alone with this beauty and this calmness..it’s great, especially right now when you need to be alone and free for a while..