haha. life is so ironic. here i am, feeling lonely and broken and all that stuff. and i feel like everyone forgot that i exist. yea, why not, im in freaking russia now and it's all been a joke, time to forget and move on. yes, yes, yes. anyways, here i am, lonely and sad. and im kinda mad at this whole situation. but theres another side of it: its all good actually. everyone is just asleep, its ok, its almost 2 am there! and the minute we talk everything will be ok again. i just love and hate how we tend to be so dramatic about things (sounds generic but its still true). its all not that complicated. nothing is as important as we make it. so yea, im waiting for something, waiting for the change, waiting for some news and...i dont know, im still feeling lonely and i just realised that this post did not make any difference.